i dont have the best relationship with anyone in this house. money is always and issue with my parents. even if i was dying…. really… -_- they have NO IDEA how hard ive been working ever since i got my new job. and they still dont believe a word i say, whatever it’s life. one day i’ll get out of here but i have to settle for this bullshit. honestly they should’ve stayed on their vacation longer….i was doing fine without them…i know how to take care of myself, i know my right from wrong, and only I KNOW how hard i’ve been working. will you guys ever be proud? will you guys ever be pleased? hah only if i had all the money in the world…then they’d be beggin’ on their knees. ill never get the approval from you guys, im tired of proving you wrong….i know if im good enough or not…..i done with your standards…it’s for my own good? fuck it. you don’t know what my own good is.
could be one of the worse. my mindset has gone off track. things happen. over analyzing. self doubt. me? im changing. maturing? maybe… i need to figure out my wants from my needs. i promised myself that i wouldn’t break, now look what i’ve done. life? it’s only gonna get harder…..
but it’s something i need to overcome.
make mistakes, learn from them
- I’m not as finacially fortunate as most people
- I pay for school, rent, and my phone
- I can’t afford shit that you guys love to flaunt in front of my face.
I’m jealous of people who don’t work for their shit, and I envy people who work and afford the shit they want. ):
What you’re really doing:
Then they get home and you’ve done nothing now you’re like:
depending on the situation I usually start saying,
- “burah’ shut the fuck up.”
- “watchu faka?”
- “wuuut bitch?”
- “wut get eye problem?”
- “like scrap?” “we go!”
- “no start watchu can’t finish brah.”
- “this bitch.”
“YOU TINK YOU SOMEBODY AH ?! LET ME TELL YOU SOMETIN ! YOU AIN’T NOBODY!!!!”
”WHO YOU TINK YOU IS!?”
“Suck ma cack”
“Suck on my nuts”
more like the last day working at ykele…ahahahah >:)
I FUCKING BOUGHT 60 WATERMELONS?!