only few people know where i REALLY want to work. but even i, myself, doint think that i am good enough. but one day i will get that job and work there and be proud…. im just waiting until i get that opportunity. hah even my dad told me to apply there…..
“The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends. It’s when you have more playful moments than serious moments. It’s when you can joke around, let each other have piggy backs, have unexpected hugs and random kisses. It’s when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile. It’s when you’ll rather stay in to watch movies, eat junk food and cuddle, than go out all the time. It’s when you’ll stay up all night just to settle your arguments and problems. It’s when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are.”—(via sheskp)
The type of guy that pulls you closer when you try to walk away, the guy that comforts you when you cry, the guy that never tells you to leave no matter how mad he is, the type of guy who lifts up your chin and kisses you gently. That's the good type of guy.
Be with her because you actually want to be with her, because you actually see a potential future with her, not because you are used to being with her, not because you’re scared of the thought that being without her will ruin you. The point of being in a relationship is to enjoy each others company, is to be there to support each other when you need it most. No one-person, defines who you are. They only compliment you.
Truth is, I get jealous easily because whats mine is mine. I'm stubborn as hell, I say sorry too much. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I over analyze the smallest of things & probably come off as a bitch to simply guard myself.
the three most biggest things that ill never get from my parents. Why is it so hard for them to understand that im trying to make it on my own. Nothing is ever going to be good enough for them no matter how hard i try…. and im still trying.
ive come to a conclusion that ill never go anywhere in life. i let others put me down so much that i’ve come to believe that ill never be good enough, not for my family, friends, or others around me. ive already accepted that no matter how hard i try, i get shut down in the end. i try to do things to prove to people that i can do things and that i can be someone, but no….ill never amount to anything. my goal: was to make people happy so i can be happy…maybe my goal was too selfish…idk. im done